Yesterday was day 10 of abs and day 9 of Belly Buster diet.
I.am.Discouraged.
Plain and simple.
Im not giving up, but I am not nearly as enthusiastic about all this.
I expected by 10 to be down at least a pound and Im not.
I know I could be losing fat, and gaining muscle, but I really expected to lose some weight. I though this was what I needed to get under 120 but its just not working.
And I am discouraged.
Here is yesterdays pictures. I did 1 ab workout, and I did 2 sets of incline push-ups ( 1 set was 40 straight!) in between running my 2nd mile. For the first time EVER, I ran a 9 minute mile yesterday.
Myfitnesspal still says I should weigh 114 lbs in 5 weeks. Well, sorry pal...10 days later and I am still fluctuating between 120 and 121. I don't think you are my pal.
For comparison I planned on a 10 day picture. Here it is. And here is more discouragement because I don't see a change. Do you?
Front:
This sure is a big challenge. But surely, there is going to be a change eventually, right?
And even if I don't physically change, the stronger I am the better I will feel right?
Its just REALLY hard to keep going when you are discouraged.
*updated* to add, Im glad I just sucked it up and went on with the day
Because:
Just what I needed on day that I lost almost all my motivation. I crank this out: 1 lap, 2:20 on 6.5 mph then 50 incline push-ups, 2nd lap 4:36 on 6.6 mph then 20 incline push-ups, 3rd lap 6:50 on 6.7 mph then 40 incline push-ups, 4th lap on 6.8 mph in 9:02 and then 25 incline push-ups and then get this...150 (yes, ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY) crunches and I went all the way to 40 without even feeling them!!! Thank God. Just what I needed to prove that this IS, after all, WORKING.

















































